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bloodredrosez
01 January 2020 @ 02:42 pm

Hi, welcome to my ficjournal for the stories that don't get posted anywhere else.  Entries rated NC-17 are locked here, but everything else is public.  You can check out my unlocked stories to sample my writing.  Newly posted NC-17 stories are always public for at least a few days.
UPDATE: As of 2/14/16, everything should be unlocked now.  This LJ remains fandom related only.


  • Linking is great, but don't repost without permission.  Do not distribute these fics outside of this journal.

  • Feel free to browse my other fanfiction via the links on the left.  I'd love to get to know you.

  • What's the deal with bloodredrosez / elvendestiny --> Both me, just different pennames.  I've been writing for a while now and some of my aliases are tied to certain fandoms.

On commenting: Authors love feedback.  Duh.  If you like an author's writing (and I'm talking all authors here, not me specifically) and take the time to read something, think about how much time that author probably spent writing it.  Please take the time to leave a comment or two, even if it's just something short saying that you read and enjoyed it.  That goes for old fiction, too.  I'm not sure why people think they should comment only if the story has been recently posted.

It's pretty much common sense that if you particularly like something and want more, tell the author and you may just encourage them to write more.  It's a win-win situation, really :3

I'm open to requests but I can't guarantee anything...it mostly depends on whether the prompt clicks with me or not.

Due to the massive amounts of spam on LiveJournal, commenting is now restricted to registered users.

Again, everything should be unlocked now as of 2/14/16, no need to comment or add this journal as friend.  It would still be really nice if you left a comment letting me know how you found this journal or these fics <3

 
 
bloodredrosez
01 January 2020 @ 03:29 am
These are only the fics that are posted on this livejournal. My other fanfiction can be found via the links on the right.

Some of my other fics are extremely long (as in, ~250,000 words) but if you're interested in other fandoms, feel free to check them out.  Some of them are better in quality than what I've posted here.

Currently Posting

coming soon - working on it!

COMPLETE (newest to oldest)
Cherish (one, two, three)
Circles and Rings** (one, two, three & chronological version)
Valentine's Gift (one, two)
Memento Mori
Love in the Ice
Sound and Silence
Discovering Reality (one, two)
Your Cue (one, two, three)

INCOMPLETE
Rivaled Lust (prologue up, will be totally changed though)
Crucifix (links to my post about it, not the story)
Lead and Follow

**Even though this is NC-17, this story will remain unlocked because it's complicated enough having two versions of it out there.  The chronological version is downloadable as a PDF, the linear version is posted on here in three parts.
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bloodredrosez
14 February 2016 @ 04:18 pm
So I accidentally-on-purpose moved all the coverart/banners for the JaeHo fics here to a new folder on photobucket because I decided to be organized.

Of course, I forgot that when you move the pics, THE LINKS ALSO CHANGE so everything I linked to here became a broken link.

I just spent the last three hours trying to fix all that because LJ coding is retarded and I couldn't just do a ctrl+f and ctrl+v to replace the dead links with new ones. Oh no, every single freaking LJ cut had to also get messed up, along with a ton of messy code that totally screwed up the formatting.

See, back then, on some of the earlier fics, I copied text straight from MS Word into livejournal, meaning I also copied a ton of unnecessary HTML markup that controls font size, paragraph style, etc.  All of which turned into a complete mess.

On a side note, I am probably unlocking these entries because eff this, I don't care if you know me from real life or can connect the dots anymore, if you do then a) kindly don't ever let me know you read my NC-17 writing and b) don't continue to feed into why society lets stuff like this become an issue.

On top of all this, since LJ changes its coding more often than I can keep up with it, I know that there are broken navigation/layout issues and dead links.  Unfortunately, as much as it drives me nuts becauseI believe that presentation matters, I really don't have the time to spend on fixing these things...especially when LJ keeps breaking them again!
 
 
bloodredrosez
29 April 2013 @ 09:58 pm
Hi all,

As some of you may have noticed, I'm doing a terrible job of keeping up with the friend requests for this journal and I haven't posted any new YunJae fics in quite a while.  (If you guys follow my other writing, you know that I haven't been updating much of anything.)  I've been really busy and to be honest, I never expected to have so many new readers even so long after I've stopped actively writing YunJae stuff.

I remember that I made a few attempts to explain why I was locking my stories in the first place - it certainly wasn't because I thought I was special/my writing was special or wanted to have a big friends list.  First of all, I was doing a political internship for a while that made me paranoid of having my fanfiction discovered - it's slash for one thing, and not just any story about boyxboy, but real person celebrity slash.  I've always had conflicting feelings over the morality of writing about real people, even celebrities, and using them as "characters" for my stories.  Anyway, keep in mind this is before Obama ever came out and decided that he supported gay marriage.  In fact, I was locking stories around the time that Prop 8 had just hit California and made a big mess, all while learning how to diplomatically fending off callers who wanted to know if the state senator I was interning under was "pro-gay" or not.

Someone once left a comment on a story in this livejournal that touched me deeply.  I'd said something about how these stories are practically like I'm "in the closet" about fanfiction or something, and that person said that my "closet" was like Narnia.  That's seriously one of the greatest compliments ever <3 and I've gotten a lot of reviews.  Anyway, just to be clear, I'm a straight girl with a boyfriend, but I come from a pretty traditional background and it's taken quite a few years for me to admit to myself that liking to read/write romantic stories that don't feature heterosexual couples is not something shameful.  Also, I don't particularly need to hide it.  Even if I were still a political intern or working in a political office, if writing homosexual short stories caused trouble, I think it says a lot more about the kind of intolerant society that we live in than anything else.

Long story short, I believe I might just unlock all fics in the future.  I think after 10+ years of writing fanfiction, I've really reached the point where I don't feel particularly defensive over anything I write.  I think anyone who reads my works can understand my beliefs and views about societal intolerance and the need for people to learn to accept and love others who are different from themselves.

I don't quite have time to go through and unlock everything right now but hopefully sometime soon.  Meanwhile, if you've added me or are commenting to request access, please don't be discouraged if it takes me a while to respond >.<
 
 
bloodredrosez
22 June 2011 @ 09:12 pm
Title: Cherish
Author: bloodredrosez
Rating: R
Length: 3 Parts, Complete (~11,500 total)
Genre: Romance/Fluff/Humor
Disclaimer: This story is fictional except for some scenes inspired by video clips.

Summary: Five times Jaejoong said no to Yunho (and one time he said yes).  Prompt chosen: proposal.
Written for the 4th Anniversary Fiction Contest at !  Check out the other entries HERE, too.

Video/Pictures Link List
Example of chain link ring + necklace (Yunho’s is actually longer)
The “Secret Love” ring +  YunJae wearing it here and here
YunJae Marriage Announcement
FYI Bigeastation is really spelled like that


But you won’t have to worry about a ring, Yunho...Collapse )

 
 
 
bloodredrosez
20 June 2011 @ 12:29 am
Title: Cherish
Author: bloodredrosez
Rating: R
Length: 3 Parts, Complete (~11,500 total)
Genre: Romance/Fluff/Humor
Disclaimer: This story is fictional except for some scenes inspired by video clips.

Summary: Five times Jaejoong said no to Yunho (and one time he said yes).  Prompt chosen: proposal.
Written for the 4th Anniversary Fiction Contest at !  Check out the other entries HERE, too.

Video/Pictures Link List
Balloons MV + Making of Balloons MV (JaexColumn!)
Balloons MV Sketch ~ Part I + Part II
Jaejoong’s RAWR (animated)



Make it pretty and cute!Collapse )
 
 
bloodredrosez
19 June 2011 @ 10:35 pm
Title: Cherish
Author: bloodredrosez
Rating: R
Length: 3 Parts, Complete (~11,500 total)
Genre: Romance/Fluff/Humor
Disclaimer: This story is fictional except for some scenes inspired by video clips.

Summary: Five times Jaejoong said no to Yunho (and one time he said yes).  Prompt chosen: proposal.
Written for the 4th Anniversary Fiction Contest at jaeho_complex!  Check out the other entries HERE, too.

A/N: I’ve played with the actual timeline of real events vs. when they take place in my story, so don’t be confused. The story itself is supposed to roughly cover 2004-2007, but I had them doing things they actually did later, e.g. filming Balloons, etc.

Video/Pictures Link List
“Hug” lipsyncing and kiss: http://youtu.be/MtFacYSfTP0
“Jaejoong is my wife” I Love Show Tank: http://youtu.be/dgxDILxtCis

*None of these need to be viewed, but they’re here if you want to see them and as references for the real events I put into the story.



When he sneaks up and slides his warm arms around Yunho from behind...Collapse )
 
 
bloodredrosez
Title: Circles and Rings - Chronological Version ONLY
Length: 3 Parts (~17,500 word count)
Status: Complete
Author: bloodredrosez
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: This story is fictional except for some scenes inspired by (but not necessarily related to) various video clips.
Warnings:  So after all those kink warnings, it turns out not to be that big of a deal, really.

Summary: When Jaejoong looks into the future and wonders what will happen to them, Yunho finds a way to remind him that he has nothing to fear. After all, time may be both circular and linear, and the promise in a ring is forever.



Find out how to download this...Collapse )

 
 
bloodredrosez
27 May 2011 @ 05:38 am
Title: Circles and Rings
Length: Part 3 of 3 (~7300)
Author: bloodredrosez
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: This story is fictional except for some scenes inspired by (but not necessarily related to) various video clips.
Warnings:  So after all those kink warnings, it turns out not to be that big of a deal, really.

Summary: When Jaejoong looks into the future and wonders what will happen to them, Yunho finds a way to remind him that he has nothing to fear. After all, time may be both circular and linear, and the promise in a ring is forever.


Now, staring at the highly personalized and *personal* gift in his hand, Jaejoong understands perfectly. Collapse )

 
 
bloodredrosez
16 May 2011 @ 04:16 pm
Title: Circles and Rings
Length: Part 2 of 3 (~5000)
Author: bloodredrosez
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: This story is fictional except for some scenes inspired by (but not necessarily related to) various recordings.
Warnings: Eventual kink. The rating is definitely earned.

Summary: When Jaejoong looks into the future and wonders what will happen to them, Yunho finds a way to remind him that he has nothing to fear. After all, the promise in a ring is forever.


Yunho plays his part like he's not sure whether it's giving him joy or grief.Collapse )